Glotch / Mutant creature

I don't really know what this is but it is called Glotch for some reason. It has been some time now since I last posted something here. It is really sad to keep failing over and over. I didn't even get to an university because of a simple mistake I happened to have made. Everytime I fail the test it just keeps pulling pieces out of me. Until the only thing that remains is only the shell. I don't know what to do anymore. I have given up on everything. I just lost it.