Girl

This is one of my works that I have made about a month ago. It depicts a figure, which should resemble a girl in appearance. It was made within Zbrush, if I remember correctly, from parts. Usually I make things using Zspheres but this was an exception to that rule. Still, it remains insufficient. The hair remains unfinished for that is not the focus of this, it was the form. But the form neither succeeded. The hands were never the main focus. Most effort went to the head and the legs, alongside the torso. Somehow, I am unable to capture the essence of a human. My creations remain sterile, devoid of organic nature. I could say, life is complex for it is a replication of something greater. We see a replica of that greater thing but are trapped in a material prison of imperfection. We cannot comprehend the absolute that all life is a replication of. So, us humans too, create a replication of this replica, resulting in inbred creations. Not always. Those who have mastered the art can perfectly imitate the life itself, thus being closer to the source. But again, I along many, remain in the abyss. Be it either fate or ignorance that we can never achieve that goal, which brings us grief. Or is it really just me who grieves?
Individual is often capsuled within their own perception. They see things as they see, thus they are trapped. The universe revolves around each conscious and it is a collective of all the information the individual processes throughout their life. Some waste this, while others can master it. But some, like myself, remain in the middle ground. I cannot master the art of perceiving things, understanding form. Or it is either just my own perception, which sees everything that way. If an individual has the desire to do what they want to, then willing to put all the effort, in idea, it should be possible. But external sources come into play and halt such progress. Without anything external, a human could reach an end. The absolute goal in everything. Thinking again, it is by birth, where this external comes from. Born without talent or being limited by some kind of damage from birth or a disorder are external causes, even if we think that those are internal. If conscious in nature is almighty and can shape the world around them, everything that tries to stop it comes from an external source. Indeed, if our mind can see a result we desire, the methods the body uses to produce that wanted result are flawed, the external problem. They need to perfectly align with the conscious.
I think that I have done enough speaking for this session. I shall depart now. Try again later.